Wednesday, August 26, 2009

this blog is pretty much dead.

Anyway, i was on the ride home from band today and i realise how much i missed playing together with lamerstory!

Oh! On a side note, GAO JIAN REMEMBERS ME!!! LIKE OMG! So happy! HAHA.. He is damn imba! I am still very amazed with him. HEEHEE..

Anyway, I miss the talk crap sessions with our section! And I miss like all the long long hours we used to sit around doing nothing but chatting. I miss the crazy things we will do together. The weird things like watching zeyi catch the bug and like eugene playing el cam... zeyi playing his horn call.. Us screwing up national dream despite it being the 3rd most often played song after the national anthem and inila...

I realise something too...

Somehow, I am beginning to treat lamerstory like my family. And this is a lot coming from me because to me, friends have always been friends even those super close ones I treat like a sister. But to me, lamerstory is like a family itself. We have the super rational and sometimes a little demanding "parent-y" figure ZEYi, we have the ever-so-irritating-but-hard-not-to-adore-SOMETIMES(ONLY) Eugene and the 3 girls! Ying2 always being the little sweet girl that always seems to need protection. The also very rational and matured(sometimes only) chrisliew and of cux me!

Its like somehow, its a little family amongst ourselves already.

I dote on ying2 the most considering I sort of watched her grow up. Ok, that sounds weird, but it is like, from a 13 year old to the 18 year old now, she has grown a lot. And watching her live her life, it is hard not to like want to take extra care of her sometimes.
Not that I don't dote on Chrisliew. I do. But she doesn't really need any one to worry about her. She is always level headed in terms of her priorities that sometimes, I feel like telling her to relax and just let things take its course.
Zeyi is like, i don't know. He does some things that really irritates me sometimes. But just like I accept my family member's shortcomings, I have began to accept his too. Its like really weird because I am usually not very accepting of other's shortcomings, especially those that irritates the hell out of me.
Eugene is just like a Jiemei liaox can. Like, a sister that I blurt out things to when I need to speak to a guy or when I find it weird to talk to a girl-friend about.

I don't know. I just feel like this connection.

And I am glad for it. =D

And I hope the NUS Fh will turn out as fabulous too! Things are a little raw now but I am sure it will get better. Wish me luck guys! <3


Love,
Katty. ^^