Monday, March 16, 2009

don't know what to put here

sigh... it's another night of emotional turmoil... (okay it is not THAT bad)

It's kind of sad that I cannot be of help to her when she is worrying over her application essays. Well, I am REALLY not that good what... So sorry that i cannot be of much help? The helplessness is rather tormenting =(

so what am i doing now? i am blogging after staring at a dead conversation box for an hour? not daring to do other things just in case she replies... I think i am rather pathetic... How do you draw the line that differentiates loving someone and being henpecked? Am i being too nice to her or am i not doing enough? Cannot even give anyone a definite answer when they asked if i'm free because i want to make time for her. Yet such feeling is not mutual... Perhaps i should not be as obsessed as i am now?

HOWEVER!!! i believe one should count his/her blessings! I've a rather wonderful gf actually who spends a lot of effort, time and money on me =)) should not compare with others... yeah... i should learn to be contented =D